if .. only if i'm just a little smarter or working harder
i wouldnt be feeling this depressed.
headaches are getting more frequent. mood swings too
i feel dizzy most of the days. and my mpi retest cmi again
i feel like killing myself. when i read it, i can understand
but when its writing, i just cant write the exact sentence out.
its frustrating , its tiring, its torturing, i'm suffering and panicking.
now not only headaches , i get appetite-lost. and i feel weird feelings about my stomach.
really , i dont know whats next.
and that irritating person please stop disturbing me
if i cant control i really will scream damn loud.
i should just sleep early.
and happy bday dad! love you <3
the sky is falling!
