never thought of crying this hard
at times.. i feel i'm happy and fortunate enough compared to alot others
but now.. i wonder ... hiding somewhere .. my hideout.. just to shout all my unhappiness out
will i feel happy again?
crying so loud .. hard at times... but there isn't any sound travelling out
feeling so terrible .. but i still make myself smile and be noisy in front of everyone
will i feel happy again?
i wan my life to be happy at all times
but its the hardest thing to accomplish in this world
where everything's about reality
face it or hide in your own world
and most of the time .. i will choose or should i say i always choose to hide
its time to face it .. cause its hard to hide it anymore ..
ya will help me rightio my frens?! hehes ! cheer up xinyi ! WOOHOO (:
faith mama , ops (always KIAM-PA!), shallyne, everyone in my class ! and sec frens ! and everyone out there i know ! help me ! i shall conquer it! I MUST ! (:
even though i have bad feelings abt it .. pls stand by me ! i'll be counting on everyone !
and seriously i do feel much better after writing out (: so writing really works when u're feeling upset !
the sky is falling!
